I feel strong again. I feel in control and I’m not afraid to be alone anymore. I have hope and I have dreams, once again. I smile with pure joy almost every day and I laugh with tears in my eyes at least every week. I feel alive. I can see the beauty of the sun shining trough the leaves and I can feel the sun on my skin, once again.
But I’m afraid that one look into your eyes and I’m lost again.